sch suckzxzx , as usual .
Joshua effoertlessly ponned school -.-
played stress ,
Im gonna get heart attack soon ah .
I stupidly went to find flipside by justin timberlake -.-
Goshy , im so gullible .
Wasted 16 min of my life ,
Yay me !
My father found a mousy in the study !
YAY US
Went to spray insect repellent ,
Im clever yozxzxzx . not
mother decided to drow this poor fellow :(
I named it tommy btw .
gosh , went for it's funeral
GOD BLESS HIS ITS SOUL
Kept praying sia ,
no Im not mentally unsound
im just crazy .
oh lord ,
please safe him a place in heaven okay .
AMEN .
Im better at saying goodbye

I cant eat a thing ,
RAWR nvrmind .
Want to lose weight anyway ,
mother says that if I drop 1 kg ,
she will report me to a counsellor -.- /
sch suckzxzxz ,
wanna ponponpon !
played stress until almost got asthma .
GAWD ,
I am so silly !


I lost everything I thought was mine , but it's okay , cause no one is irreplaceble .

omg lah ,
my teeth is hurting like ...
DARN IT .
omgomgomgomg pain .
tell me the use of going to school , baybeh .

HELLO !
omgawd
my teeth is like 12345678x painful .
Silly me for wanting to put braces .
I HAVE TO EXTRACT 4 TEETH ,
plus 2 fking tooth that is joined together .
OMGOSH ah ,
hope I dont faint ah !
School is sucha bore ah ,
pon pon pon pon !
RAWR im going to bite your bum

Everything is wrong , totally wrong .
My friends , my family, my life !
I am scared , terrified .
I glad to leave TNS , too many hurtful memories here .
I left , regretfulness filled my heart .
TNS has alot of bitter-sweet memories , I will treasure .
I am scared , my psle results , secondary sch !
Secondary sch is just like starting from scratch , like nothing .
Zap , zero , zlinch .
I really dont want to become gangster ,
deceitful person , paikia .
I dont want !
I need to change , for the better .
Someone come , be my hero .
Let me your shoulder to cry on , I am hopeless .
I hate that fake plastic smile I had always plastered on my face so that people will not worry for me .
I am going bersek , everything I use to have , it's all gone .
With the wind .
True friends , good academical results , warm family .
GONE ALL GONE !
I really lost confidence in myself .

hello !
went to jillian' s house ,
slacked & swimmed / DDR-ed !
Walked home in the rain .


I'll be waiting , no matter how long it takes

eff !
you !
see !
kay !
who needs parents , tell me
they pick at the 1% mistakes to commite
& dont really care about the 99 % good stuff you done >:[
fkers sia __
they keep scolding me w/out a reason & when I defend myself ,
they threaten to throw me out of the house .
go ahead monkeys ,
let see if your name will appear in the newspapers for abandoning your 12 year old daughter .
after psle still dont let me use computer ,
please lah , this is the 21th century .
you dont let me use , i can go LAN right .
stupid bunch of fools .
throw me out ?
puh-lease , i got relatives & friends to stay w/ .
cant wait to move out of this house ,
lest I dont have to see your goddarn faces !

fuming dudezxzxz .
tell me why I have to obey my parents .
they are self-centred monkys which have super qian bian faces .
want scold then scold , nabei
next time when I grow up & when they depend on me for a living ,
i will treat them like how they treat me .
talk about respect ,
if you respect me & stay out of my private life .
yes i will respect you too .
so stop poking your fat nose into my business .


give me a life of my own ,

*sneeezeee* sorry .
not feeling well dudezxzxz .
kudos to me for playing in the rain thuderstorm .
feverish , 38.1 degree .
off to tuck myself into a warm blanky & a glass of warm hot chocolate .
*SNEEZEEEE* oh gawd , bless me

geez ,
I am feeling horribly depressed .
Everything is just a stupid illusion .
someone jio me out ,
I am sadly dying of boredom .
I feel hopeless ,
empty .
nothing matters anymore .
I hate fake friends .
They ruin my life ,
a bunch of assholes brats .
I AM SAD ,
GOING TO CALL TWINKLE FRIEND .

I feel im a murderer , i always kill time -.-
I feel i am decomposing , rotting my life away .
Going out later .!

visit www.72sho-p.blogspot.com it's goood!
things are reasonable & good quality .
people there are friendly <3
VISIT NOW!

rah killing time .

10 october 2008
birthday!
Got scolded by Mrs Ng for talking .
once again kudos to me.
got grace into trouble .
not my day,totally

12 october 2008
People bailed out on me , darn it .
party was awesome , thanks for coming !
went bowling and realise I had no sense of direction .
FUN TO THE MAX.

13 october 2008
porn ponned sch
stayed at chalet , gorged myself w/ leftovers from yesterday's bbq
NICE.
went Far East w/ joycelyn .
shopped until dizzy
slacked , nothing else to do .

14 october 2008
social ettiquete - paramount hotel
had to walk there , shitass
was a blazing hot day!
talked alot !
mrs low scolded me for talking to boys -.-
mrs low : cheryl , why keep talking to boy .
me : ahh...im very friendly what (i swear i wanted to retort back at her , but kept cool )
mrs low : being over-friendly is not a virtue !(walks off in a huff)
tell me how great and awesome is she?
social ettiquete was boring.
me and manners , just dont match .

15 ocotber 2008
started the day with mrs low's scoldings
she complained abt our behaviour the day before .
scolded savannah for her belt , she even complained to other teachers .
tell me , isnt she great ?
slacked , play stress .

16 october 2008
no school today , dudezxz
slacked , went to white sands w/ savannah
i realise we went very close , shared secrets w/ each other
went to her house .
her brother is super HAWT !
i tell you , he is prolly the shuai-est guy in TNS!
playeddddddddd ~
raped her dolphin (:
it is sexy .
i love savannah , tell me why i shouldnt ?


I depise people who bail out on me on purpose .

HELLO KIDDOS .
this weekend had been really eventful for me .
I finally realise who my true friends were ,
bbq at downtown east was uber hilariousity & fun !
look if dont want to go out w/ me ,
wont it be simpler for you to just tell me directly .
Need not lie , I will feel even worse .
whatever you guys , at least I thought you were my friends .
who are you really ?

god damn , it's oveeeeeeer
Hellaluyaaaaaa . jesus christ is the best
psle is off my list . how exciting yozxzxz .
Really looking foward to my birthday .
*gets overly excited*
Man,i love all .
went *ECP with brendaaaa , saw silly shawna , wenli & rachel
arcaded <3 love brenda .
tmr is going to be GREAT
ps/ shit I forgot what I wanted to say when eliza started talking weird to me
psps/ohoh i rmb , we are having SEX talk tmr , excitedness .