Everything is wrong , totally wrong .
My friends , my family, my life !
I am scared , terrified .
I glad to leave TNS , too many hurtful memories here .
I left , regretfulness filled my heart .
TNS has alot of bitter-sweet memories , I will treasure .
I am scared , my psle results , secondary sch !
Secondary sch is just like starting from scratch , like nothing .
Zap , zero , zlinch .
I really dont want to become gangster ,
deceitful person , paikia .
I dont want !
I need to change , for the better .
Someone come , be my hero .
Let me your shoulder to cry on , I am hopeless .
I hate that fake plastic smile I had always plastered on my face so that people will not worry for me .
I am going bersek , everything I use to have , it's all gone .
With the wind .
True friends , good academical results , warm family .
GONE ALL GONE !
I really lost confidence in myself .