I have enough of this shit , I am sorry .
I have enough okay , happy now .
I am sicked of everything ,
why is this happening to me ?
I feel so hated ,
so unloved ,
so helpless .
The feeling of getting
ditched / dumped /depressed ,
not good .
I lost everything I use to have .
& I should stop saying empty ilys ,
I dont mean it or something .
I am sick of your sorrys ,
you dont even mean it .
Ever since 2 dec ,
My heart become numb .
I couldnt love anymore .
I had completely no feelings .
I didnt want my heart to ever beat again .
I feel sorry for myself ,
so loser , pathetic .
I'll be okay by tmr , I guess .