I have enough of this shit , I am sorry .
I have enough okay , happy now .
I am sicked of everything ,
why is this happening to me ?
I feel so hated ,
so unloved ,
so helpless .
The feeling of getting
ditched / dumped /depressed ,
not good .
I lost everything I use to have .
& I should stop saying empty ilys ,
I dont mean it or something .
I am sick of your sorrys ,
you dont even mean it .
Ever since 2 dec ,
My heart become numb .
I couldnt love anymore .
I had completely no feelings .
I didnt want my heart to ever beat again .
I feel sorry for myself ,
so loser , pathetic .
I'll be okay by tmr , I guess .

Feeling fking horrible now ,
leave me alone unless you want me to bite you .

Shall do grace quiz cos I feel very bad abt ytd thing ,
sosososoo sorry grace & jiahui & mercus .
): .

Today is
031108 .

I should be
Eating breakfast .


The last message i've received from
Clara .

My cell phone rings and the song is
Barney theme song , faved !

If I could change one of my attidude that would be
Stop being sucha loser/asshole .

After school,i like to
fuck study .

My favourite subject is
Sex Education .

I liked yesterday because
I totally humilated myself .

But i sort of didn't like it is because
I was so pathetic .

My favourite song right now would have to be
Party people by neyo ft fergie

I sometimes forget to
Brush my teeth ?

I currently have a crush on
someone .

My favourite numbers would have to be
2 /

When I am in a bad mood
I cry . i scream . i am totally insane .

I really can't stand
smokers / gangsters .

I'd have to break up with my boyfriend/girlfriend right away if
He cheated on me .

If I were to get stuck in the elevator with someone,it would have to be
transexuals , lesbians , homosexual , gays , michael jackson .

I'd really like to improve my grades on
maths ,

The last thing i bought it with my money that is
bubbles ?

The name of district where I live in
RED LIGHT DISTRICT OKAY !

I have never ridden
a sea horse (:

If i have won the lottery,the first thing i will buy is
CLOTHES .

One bad habit of mine is
Having alot of bimbo moments /

I go to school in
Uniform .

I study there because
No choice .

One friend who is not in my school
wanwen ,

I am currently stressed because
I might die of stupidity .

The 10 victims you wish to target are
you !

Clara's party was ..
Today was super evenful ,
learn alot today .
Sorry for making you guys worried ,
& for all the shit I caused .
): .
thanksss grace for being there ,
& lending me your shoulder !
thanksss for everyones concern ,
but I am still a freaking loser .