I have enough of this shit , I am sorry .
I have enough okay , happy now .
I am sicked of everything ,
why is this happening to me ?
I feel so hated ,
so unloved ,
so helpless .
The feeling of getting
ditched / dumped /depressed ,
not good .
I lost everything I use to have .
& I should stop saying empty ilys ,
I dont mean it or something .
I am sick of your sorrys ,
you dont even mean it .
Ever since 2 dec ,
My heart become numb .
I couldnt love anymore .
I had completely no feelings .
I didnt want my heart to ever beat again .
I feel sorry for myself ,
so loser , pathetic .
I'll be okay by tmr , I guess .

Feeling fking horrible now ,
leave me alone unless you want me to bite you .

Shall do grace quiz cos I feel very bad abt ytd thing ,
sosososoo sorry grace & jiahui & mercus .
): .

Today is
031108 .

I should be
Eating breakfast .


The last message i've received from
Clara .

My cell phone rings and the song is
Barney theme song , faved !

If I could change one of my attidude that would be
Stop being sucha loser/asshole .

After school,i like to
fuck study .

My favourite subject is
Sex Education .

I liked yesterday because
I totally humilated myself .

But i sort of didn't like it is because
I was so pathetic .

My favourite song right now would have to be
Party people by neyo ft fergie

I sometimes forget to
Brush my teeth ?

I currently have a crush on
someone .

My favourite numbers would have to be
2 /

When I am in a bad mood
I cry . i scream . i am totally insane .

I really can't stand
smokers / gangsters .

I'd have to break up with my boyfriend/girlfriend right away if
He cheated on me .

If I were to get stuck in the elevator with someone,it would have to be
transexuals , lesbians , homosexual , gays , michael jackson .

I'd really like to improve my grades on
maths ,

The last thing i bought it with my money that is
bubbles ?

The name of district where I live in
RED LIGHT DISTRICT OKAY !

I have never ridden
a sea horse (:

If i have won the lottery,the first thing i will buy is
CLOTHES .

One bad habit of mine is
Having alot of bimbo moments /

I go to school in
Uniform .

I study there because
No choice .

One friend who is not in my school
wanwen ,

I am currently stressed because
I might die of stupidity .

The 10 victims you wish to target are
you !

Clara's party was ..
Today was super evenful ,
learn alot today .
Sorry for making you guys worried ,
& for all the shit I caused .
): .
thanksss grace for being there ,
& lending me your shoulder !
thanksss for everyones concern ,
but I am still a freaking loser .

A: you like to drink
B: you like people
C: you are really silly
D: you like to eat
E: you are popular with all types of people
F: you are dead sexy
G: you never let people tell you what to do
H: you have good personality and good looks
I: easy to be with
J: people adore you
K: you are wild and crazy
L: everyone loves you
M: best kisser ever
N: best GF/BF anyone could ask for
O: easy to fall in love with
P: you like to play with dogs
Q: you are a tomboy
R: you are loyal to those who loves you
S: crazy
T: awesome kisses
U: you realli like to chill
V: awesome in bed
W: you are very broad minded
X: you love sports
Y: best GF/BF anyone could ever ask for(it's repeated.)
Z: always ready

C : you are really silly ( duh , of course ,& im proud of it )
H : you have good personality and good looks ( I beg to differ)
E : you are popular with all types of people ( gawsh , im so hourned )
R : you are loyal to those who loves you ( DUH , )
Y : best GF/BF anyone could ever ask for ( *hourned* ~ )
L : everyone loves you ( *shy giggles* tao yan la)
Y : best GF/BF anyone could ever ask for . ( thanksthanks , but I am not )
E: you are popular with all types of peopler ask for ( hehehs , i know alr laa)
O : easy to fall in love ( hehe , so you are in love with me ? )
X : you love sports ( is slacking considered a sports ? )
I : easy to be with ( Totally , due to my friendliness ! )
N : (repeated )
P : you like to play with dogs ( what kind :X )
E : (repeated)
I ( repeated)

it's late , I need my beauty sleep .

Here are the piczxzx I promised ,
They took ages to upload
so please appreciate uh huh .







Mummy & me !



Evidence that I have been wii-ing my ass off (:


Christmas treeeee <3 , super nice (:


Prove that it's taller than you (:


I lost my first kiss to the tree 0: !

more piczxzxz next time , this comp is fking lag laa >:[

Superrr sleepy , Zz , bad mood .
Today was great , awesome , fanstatic !
Jillian finally came back from her trip , missed her like anything .
She is the only one that goes high with me (:
Went pp with family ! Dora the expolara was there <3
I sang alot to the songs , hehehs , I need to regain my youth .
I danced along too ! YAY ME , dora is hot .
Mummy dont let me take pic with dora ):
i miss you dora , can you be my friend ?
I will post piczxzxz of my christmas tree later ,
Plus some juicy piczxz , LOL .
My brother found some breast pads in the lugage ,
Super funny okay ~
I got a pic of him with the breast pads ,
SEXY CAN ?
you know you can use the breast pads as a hat or something ,
Very cool .
Will someone call Wood bridge & tell them theres a crazy woman please ?